starsandmusic

im still learning all about this live journal thing...i have more butch pictures to share with yall...but gonna start here...enjoy! Isnt he just delicious??? sighhhhhh...

MMMK...so here goes this is my first entry. Everyone has been telling me to open up a online journal cuz its a great way to vent and make friends. To start off...I left my stupid ass husband Ben in March. After the last three years of women calling my home and catching cards and letters here and there from them...i finally had enough and got the courage some said i didn't have and i left.

Now here in October i am still struggling with this fact...i am in a new relationship...well i wouldn't exactly call it new...(its my true love from 10 years ago..we dated before i met my husband but he broke my heart and married someone else...we had a lunch date a few months back and have been together ever since.) I dont still love my husband...but I am told the woman he is with now is pregnant and we are not EVEN divorced yet...Grrr....and i dont think the kid is even his...i just dont get men. I have struggled financially for 6 months. NO child support whatsoever (although the paperwork is now in the works) ive asked him for money, food, clothes for our two children and that is to no avail. He also acts like the children are the biggest inconvenience of his freaking life...asking him to keep them for one night (NOT A WEEKEND...A NIGHT) is like pulling teeth.

anyhoo...im a huge butch walker fan...to change the subject..lol i plan on putting my many pictures taken with him up soon. so stay posted. any butch fans feel free to add me.

well thats all for the first entry...be back later with more peeps...later.